Ali – Going on dates


I will start by saying: these posts about my childhood trauma I’m  telling you guys; are a heavy topic. Sensitive people and minors are advice to not read this. The content contains rape, violence, mental abuse, physical abuse, and death. Sociopaths, psychopaths and a lot of narcissism.

I write it here to sort out my flashbacks and memories.

But also, to leave something for investigation, in case something bad happens to me. I have survived a lot and it would be a shame to get this far and not be able to tell my story, just in time.

This is in Sweden.

Going on dates


Ali was most of the time outside, pimping. He had regained his bitch gangsta attitude and was back roaming the block. My grandpa tried to hack into Ali’s hustle game. Ali took his craft seriously and didn’t want to do things the old-school way. My grandpa was too ratchet for him. Well, his mom was a “hustler” and his dad a redneck. His DNA got the best of both worlds and he threw the rest away!

He put his heart, mind, and soul into this. Sex, money, and murder on the street. He put it down any time any place. He needed to roam the world so he could one day be free. He gave it his everything.

It bothered my grandpa that my bro was on his hustle. Ali used to take me out with him early morning to the mall no matter the weather. We both loved the rain in fact. It wasn’t important where we went. What was important for the both of us, is with whom we went out. People would ask if I was with him and he told them I was his sister! He said there was no difference between black and white.

We tried to run. But this old hip would follow us and snatch Ali. Then the devil would deny that I am Ali’s sister because I am brown and Ali is white and blond. he’d say Ali tried to kidnap me. People would listen and hit Ali. Until my grandpa got caught one day and our mom sorted some of this shit out. Just a bit. She was on my grandpa’s side. My grandpa is not Ali’s grandpa by the way. The devil had no business following him around.


That made Ali throw up and spit. Some people’s behavior disgusted him to his core.

Thank you for reading through!

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