My mom x My mom

Disclaimer:

I will start by saying: these posts about my childhood trauma I’m  telling you guys; is a heavy topic. Sensitive people and minors are advice to not read this. The content contains rape, violence, mental abuse, physical abuse, and death. Pedophiles, molesters and a lot of narcissism.

I write here to sort out my flashbacks and memories. But also, to leave something for investigation, in case something bad happens to me. I have survived a lot and it would be a shame to get this far and not be able to tell my story, just in time.

This is in Sweden.

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My mom x My mom

My mother has the audacity to talk about her sex life, instead of talking to herself chosen husband, with me. Telling me he doesn’t give her her right’s, he doesn’t fuck her? How can you have a sex life when you don’t even have a life together? Lost crazy bitch. There is therapy for that. You really think your daughters are going to give you tips about sex life? Sure we are more experienced than you but I don’t do anything for free anymore. Pay me.

There are therapists for such stuff. But she rather talks to her daughters, especially to a crazy person like me. Someone take her out the door so she can see the real world. Kidding, don’t take her anywhere. If you do, write down what day you went out, what time… Time is super important.

If anyone changes little details, like the time on your phone. Notice that. Because she will fuck you over and sell your body, even if it is as innocent as taking her to the chiropractor. 

Oh, mom, you thought I was stupid. Well, I have your DNA, what else can I be? I might give my children away one day to rapists. Just because my dad never loved me. Just like yours. Yeah, now everyone knows that you are going to cry about next. New issue. How come you have too many issues and your kid’s none? Poor you.

 

Tonsils removed

Sisters, do you remember when you had your tonsils removed? Remember the men that were on top of you in the “hospital”? Who silenced you? Who told you not to talk about these things. Who told you to not talk about your dreams?? Your very own, VERY OWN, mother silenced you when you told me? Remember those dreams. So odd, right? That all of you had the very same fucking dream??? It’s not a dream. You were drugged. Your mother had just sold you. Cashing!

Who needs an ass hole like her anyway? Dreaming, telling me to wake up. I must first be asleep to wake up.

Yup, think of all the doctor visits you’ve been to. Teachers that acted funny. Family members in Tunisia? All of them are fucking you over. ALL OF THEM. Especially 5ali.

Do you remember the guy that had been in prison, in like forever, making ro9ya char3iya? Your parents needed it, not you. So what the fuck are you doing there. I’ll tell you. Your parents had an agenda to sell you and they did. Cashing! 

Don’t ever let her fool you. Her problems are not your problems. She just wants you to believe that you are all on the same page. No, she is on the same page as her husband. Listen, she still lives with him. And she will still fuck with him even if she divorces him.

She puts drugs in your shampoo, conditioner, makeup, hair products,  food, water, deodorants, perfume, A/C (air conditioner)… She gives the house key away to people… So expect company at 3 am at night. You never know which night. But expect cashing!

She will also tell you what your dreams are all about. Since I left the house she has become Muhammed or an angel in the house? You need a dream and she sold you a poisoned one.  The perfect family. Cashing! The more you trust her the more you are fucking sold.

 

Friends and Neighbors

She sells you to her friends and neighbors. She acts like she has none. But nooo. Walla cashing! Let her go where she really belongs. In prison, and let her try poisoning the women in prison with all her yelling like she does to you. She will never have a voice again, without them even knowing she has done sex crimes to all of her children. Her own children. She treats other sex slaves much better than she treats her own kids. She acts like a prison guard in the house for a reason.

 

Prison home?

She acts like a prison guard in the house for a reason. She is the only one who needs to be in prison. Not you. Why do you think she locks in her own food away? Why do you think she only buys it in bulks? It’s cheap yeah. But also control… Big family control. Teach everyone to take responsibility. Instead of taking it away from them. But boy does you have a different agenda. You better eat the food or starve. Girls, check your older brother, who knows about her bullshit. There are seasons when he doesn’t eat her food. Don’t you feel sick of it? Well from now on, notice this. 

Teach everyone to take responsibility. Instead of taking it away from them. But boy does you have a different agenda. You better eat the food or starve. Girls, check your older brother, who knows about her bullshit. There are seasons when he doesn’t eat her food. Don’t you feel sick of it? Well from now on, notice this. 

From this day on, this bullshit better not pay!

 

Responsibility

Why am I not allowed to talk about unhealthy sex with my little siblings but this bitch speaks about her own broken sex life as if it’s my concern??? It’s not. But my sibling’s health and well being are my concerns. You all have a responsibility, now that you are over 18. Don’t hand your responsibility over to someone who keeps fucking you over. She treats you as kids, which she should have been doing when you were kids. But no, she was the perfect prison guard back then! Her treatment won’t help you one bit when you are going to talk to the police.

Don’t hand your responsibility over to someone who keeps fucking you over. She treats you as kids, which she should have been doing when you were kids. But no, she was the perfect prison guard back then! Her treatment won’t help you one bit when you are going to talk to the police.

If anything she is crippling your development to become responsible grown-ups. You guys are still dependent on her. Why are you doing my mistake? Stand on your own two feet. Stand up for human rights and your own rights. It’s too late now to baby you. You survived the abuse without her and now she wants the credit for it?

The police are nothing to fear (learn from your own parents, they are an organized crime sect). A rapist is nothing to fear neither. If one of you go missing, now you know why. Enlighten your little siblings, so they know how to stand up for themselves. Don’t leave them in the hands of coward wolves. Who can’t ask for honest sex? Who fuck people over. Who take advantage of kids. 

 

Biological mom

Oh, if anyone complains about my outrage right now. Blame it on my stupid DNA. Thanks to my mother who chose to marry and support a coward like that. Killed 4 of her own children together with her sociopathic husband that she still depends on. (2 girls you don’t know about and 2 boys you don’t know about.) 

And then very casually faked her and her Fuckboy’s identity. (Oh yeah, I remember you almost were about to kill me too. Why would I need a fake identity for? I’m gonna be dead soon. According to you.) So what hope do you have for me? Wait a minute. I am the one who upgraded all these cowards game up. Lucky you, I have the tools to take them down them as well. 😉

Wait a minute. I am the one who upgraded all these cowards game up. Lucky you, I have the tools to take them down them as well. 😉

 

This summer

For those of you who are staying at home this summer. Throw people that he brings home out this summer. No refugees at home. None of his stupid friends are allowed at home. He doesn’t treat that house as a home. It’s just a platform. Take notes. He kills refugees. And all of his friends celebrates the “rising dicks” as a sect. Odd smell anywhere. Investigate, TOGETHER!, call the police.

All of you should change Care Center to different places all over Stockholm and get gynecologist check up. Don’t trust them in Fittja. Don’t trust your parents. They don’t need to know about your health for obvious reasons. Go together.  Don’t tell them where you are going. You have enough stalkers anyway. Good job whoever gave this crazy ass bitch my blog. It’s no secret really. 

But now, she will have a nose for your business and fuck you over because you are loyal to a fault. That’s why I write this here. I warned you. She and her husband won’t change but at least you know what you need to know and all the evidence will fall into place very soon. She is supposed to support you here, not cry about her wasted life. That’s her problem. Worst macho role model out there. These girls don’t need you, mom. You need them!

 

Supporting you

She is supposed to support you here, not cry about her wasted life. That’s her problem. Worst macho role model out there. These girls don’t need you, mom. You need them!

I swear I’m sick of her. All she does is fart around! Thanks to her there is too much methane in the world. The drugs you have been giving us are causing the farts. Or maybe it’s just your genes for real.

Our pussy game is strong… That’s why shitty people want some of our power. Still though, being high like my mom is too dumb for me. I don’t understand why her game is so weak. After all these years all she has is a house in Tunisia and her lies. As you sell your own kids so will everyone else. Sell you!

Thanks for reading through!


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